Monday began three days of utter torture - aka nine week exam days. I'm pretty happy with the grades I got on the two tests I took that day though. Lolz. That night I watched a movie that brought back some really awful memories... The movie was "DISconnected." Not sure if you guys saw it or have ever even heard of it, but it was based upon this suicide case that happened a few years ago. Long story short, this guy, Isaiah, had a vlog and he went from happy to suicidal. He threatened to kill himself and people egged him on to do it, so he did. He was clinically depressed and had bipolar issues and so he ODed on his medication all because of some bullies on the internet. It made me think of all the dark places I was in. I had some suicidal thoughts a few years back and actually attempted it several times. Also I had an eating disorder... Yeah. Very dark times for me, but thank goodness I'm over all of that now. No more cutting, suicidal thoughts, or eating problems (to be honest I eat so much now that you'd never know I was like that, however I still maintain a healthy body figure and weight... xD).
Anyway.... >.> <.<
TUESDAY! Yesterday was just terrible. I'm not even going to lie. :P I was sleepy and sad all day because I was in a very irritable mood for some reason... I had to run a mile and a half yesterday as part of an exam I had and it was terrible 'cause I was so freaking tired and so I REALLY didn't feel like doing it. Not to mention I had a bad night. I won't go into all the details, but let's just say whoever said couples didn't fight obviously didn't have a healthy relationship or was seriously doped up. But we talked about it and we're better now. WOOT! :]
Today was a very interesting day... And the title says it all. That is an understatement. So you might remember me talking about a pointless argument I got into with an ex-friend of mine. Yeah, well that guy came up to me today and hugged me. He hugged me and said, "Oh Kitty! I saw you in your car yesterday and when you didn't wave back I realized how mean I've been being to you lately. And I had this bad dream last night that you punched me in the face! (oh believe me, I wanted to. SO. BAD.) So I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry." This was my reply: "Oh, ok. Thanks." What I really wanted to do/say: *shoves away* "Please get off of me and don't ever do that again until I get a LEGITIMATE, MEANINGFUL apology from you. What you said was WAY uncalled for and was very stupid. I appreciate you saying sorry and I forgive you, but I honestly don't want to be friends with you anymore. "Best friends" don't curse each other out and then call them a "Christian hypocrite." Yeah, so bye." I know that's really mean, but he deserved it. If only you knew what he said to me and why... Trust me. You'd understand then.
So that has been my week so far. Tonight I'm going to church and I'm also going to see my darling soon and that makes me so happy 'cause I have missed him these past few days. So if you guys have any questions or comments you can leave them on the facebook page or here on blogger. Whichever one is better for you.
~K♥
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| Don't really have a pic from this week, so enjoy this random one of me totally pimpin' at the bowling alley. xD |
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