Random Thoughts Of A Night Owl

Have you ever thought about your life? Just really put it under a microscope and examined it??

I do this all the time...

Anyway, I'm just gonna name off some of the random things that cross my mind daily. Especially at night like this when I'm just too filled with thought to sleep. :P Maybe these things are some of the things that cross your mind, too. Who knows... I'm weird. I have really weird, random thoughts sometimes. Lolz

• What will my future be like?
• What will tomorrow be like?
• What will I do with my life?
• Where will I be ten years from now?
• What will senior year be like?
• What will it be like to walk down the aisle in my wedding? Staring at the man I am to wed that day?
• What will it be like to be pregnant with my first child? Will it be different than......nevermind.
• Why does my past always have to somehow come to mind during these random thought sessions? :P

(SIDE NOTE: I have a very interesting past to say the least... If you've ever heard my testimony or know the story of what I USED to be like before my Christianity, you know what I mean. If not, I'm sure that I will reveal some secrets of the past somewhere throughout these things... No matter how painful some parts may be... :/)

• What will I do the first time I look at my newborn baby? What will I feel? What will he/she be like? Look like? What will I name him/her? 
• Where will Matt's air force career take us after we marry and move onto base together?
• What would....certain people think if they knew the extent of my past and all of the things it involved? Would they hate me? Reset me? Cast me out of their lives? 
• How could I have ever really been that bad of a person? 
• What made me think it was ok to be the way that I used to?
• Why do I keep thinking about that? :P
• How many people are reading this? And who? .....
• More importantly, what are they thinking while reading this?

That's most of it... When I started this, I thought it would be more deep... More...revealing of my complicated yet intelligent mind. I suppose not, but there are several things revealed here that I'm sure more than half of you are curious about... But like I said, I'll reveal a lot of things later on. 

I feel like I'm getting weird here, so I'll leave you with this: If there is anything at all you want to know just ask. I'll try to make it a habit to answer all of your questions through my blogs. Or through message depending on if you have an account on blogger. 

Well that's all for now. More to come sometime tomorrow.

~K♥