SO. MUCH. CRAP.

Ok. So if you keep up with me and my father on FB then you've heard about all the drama that has been going on lately... LOT of it, too. 
Honestly, it's all been one HUGE misunderstanding... I didn't die. Nor did I run away as he claimed... He and I have been having some issues lately that I won't discuss and I decided to move out and go stay with my mom for a while. THAT was the issue... Nothing more. I'm fine. Everything is going to be fine. I just need some time. And  I think that after a few weeks....maybe months... I'll be ready to go back. I realize that he's my daddy and he loves me, and of course I love him too, but I need time. 
ANYWAY!! So this week is Thanksgiving break and I can honestly say I have NEEDED this for a long time. I have been VERY stressed at school lately, and getting a week off is going to be great. I've got some plans for this week too. Tomorrow is my one year, four month anniversary with my darling boyfriend, Matt. :] We're planning on spending the day together. Tuesday I'm gonna start my Christmas shopping (any family that may have requests, hit me up asap). Wednesday I'm gonna be baking some sweets for Thanksgiving. And of course Thursday IS Thanksgiving. I am very excited for it. It's one of my favorite holidays just 'cause it's one of the few days out of the year that I don't feel bad for pigging out. xD
So that's really about it for tonight. I'm going to try my best to continue blogging whenever I can even though I'll be with my mom for quite a while. Keep your eyes out for posts and please read. I enjoy seeing the views climb up on the counter and the graph. :] Thanks for everyone's support!
~K♥

Anger is Pointless

What a day... My day has honestly been pretty bad. School was boring and I almost fell asleep in my math class this morning. And then when I get home and my dad gets off work we wound up getting into a huge argument. I'm really getting tired of his crap...
Allow me to explain. My daddy is the type of person who just over exaggerates EVERYTHING. And he gets angry very easily. It's honestly just downright annoying... I used to have anger issues, but I've calmed them down A LOT. He always says he's trying to do the same, but he doesn't... And everyone in the house has to pay for it when he's mad. I hate it... Today his anger put me in the situation of being stuck at home because I "lied" to him about going to a church function. Not true. There was a MISUNDERSTANDING between us because I was confused about the details. I was supposed to go with him to this function and when I found out it was in Hattiesburg and we probably wouldn't be back until late I backed out. Well he got pissed at me and decided to ground me from leaving the house for the night. So I've been stuck at home. No supper with Matt at work, no church, no anything... Suuuuuuuuuuucked............ I just SEVERELY hope that he gets over this crap and lets me go to Matt's house tomorrow on his day off. ESPECIALLY since he has some kind of meeting in Collins anyway... :P
Buy anyway, let's get away from that and back to actual good things that happened today. Braxton and I are getting better which is great. It broke my little heart when we got into that huge fight and didn't talk to each other for a couple weeks... He may even be coming with me next week to do some Christmas shopping! :D Oh and I almost finished this book I've been reading. It's a really great book. It's called Amandine by Adele Griffin. Super interesting book. If you're into reading you should definitely go check it out. 
Well that's about it for today. Hope you enjoyed. Any comments/questions can be left on the facebook page. As for me, I'm very tired so I'm about to go get in the bed. :P
~K♥

Catching Up

So today was a  good day. :] Minus a dilemma with Matt and him going back to college in the spring, everything was awesome. 
My friends are still being normal and talking to me and stuff. Like today, one of my best friends who I'd recently gotten into an argument with actually did something that made me really happy. Since the fight he has been kinda awkward around me and I've always had to say something to him first before he would talk to me, but today when we were walking out of our second period classes he actually walked over and started a conversation with me. :D It made me so very happy that he's finally not feeling so awkward around me anymore. I'm glad things are getting back to normal. 
ALSO, I got the chance to hang out with a very close friend of mine, Lakin. We don't really get to hang out much anymore 'cause now she's married and has a kid and lives about thirty mins away from Columbia, but we had a really nice night together. She, her daughter, and I went out to eat, went to Wal-Mart together, and then we came back to my house and just hung out together. She and I caught up on A LOT of stuff. And it really showed me that she and I will never grow apart even if we don't get to hang out that often. She's one of my best friends - has been and always will be. :] 
Matt just came over for a little while which was nice. I love the moments we get together, even if they're short. I just love the chance of getting to see him. He's off work Thursday so we'll probably just spend some time together at his house which will be great. 
Well, more to come of course. As I said, I'm gonna try to get back into the habit of doing this almost every night. 
~K♥

Ok, Soooooooooooooooo...

I know it has been a long time since I blogged, and I'm not going to give every little detail of what I haven't wrote about 'cause that would be the longest blog EVER...
BUT! I will tell you what I've got going on lately.
First of all, I can't believe this year is almost over. It seems like the years just keep flying by. It's November in 2011 and I'm a seventeen year old junior in high school. I'm about two years from graduating and going on to college. That's just insane to me. :P
Anyway, so the past couple weeks I've been dealing with some social life crisis, but I think they're starting to get better now thank goodness. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my friends. I need them. They're the few people who understand me. xD
I've got two letters in today that I've been waiting for. My high school has a French exchange program with a little high school in Etampes, France. Every year either they come visit our town or we go visit theirs. Well last year they came here and I had the privilege of hosting a student. Her name is Evaine and she and I became great friends while she was here and have remained as such since then. She sent me a letter and present a couple weeks ago and I received it today. I was so very excited to hear from her, and the present she got me was awesome. She knows just what I love. :] The other letter was from another lovely girl I met last year. Her name is Agathe and I'll be staying with her in her home when our school travels to their town in April of next year. It was a page decorated with pics of her with a lovely letter attached. I can't wait to visit France and see the two of them again. And I'm also excited to meet all their friends and family. You will most DEFINITELY hear all about that when I take that trip. And you can bet I'll have tons of pictures to post! ^_^
That's really about it for now, but I promise I'm gonna try to start a habit of blogging again. I've missed it. Haha.
~K♥

In A Nutshell...

Ok...so I know that it's been a while since I wrote, but I have a good reason. I have been so busy.
This past weekend I was doing something like every day. And so far my week has been pretty hectic too.
I'm just gonna sum up what all I've been up to in a few sentences. My weekend was really great. Saw the new movie Courageous and it was AMAZING. Got to spend lots of time with Matt. :] This week I've noticed some changes in a couple of my best friends that I don't really like...but at least I've still got some I know that will be there for me and never change.
I've got a busy week and weekend ahead of me this week too, but I don't mind. Tomorrow I'm giving my testimony at my dad's church in front of the youth group. I'm excited but I'm also a little nervous... Thursday we're having our last home football game and me and Matt are going. Friday I'm out of school and Matt is off work, so we're going to the Franklinton fair with a couple of our friends. Friday is also our one year, three month anniversary and I'm soooooooo happy we get to spend the day together. ^_^
This weekend is gonna be hectic, too... Saturday I'm helping my step-sister with a pageant that she's hosting in town and I get to dress up in my Halloween costume! :D That night I'm going bowling with my best friend, Meagan. I'm really looking forward to that. ♥ Sunday I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go to church with Matt. Lolz.
So that's what I've got ahead of me this week. Hopefully I won't die from overload. xD
~K♥

Interesting is an Understatement

OK! So it's already hump day, and I've got quite a few things to tell you about my week so far. Ha.
Monday began three days of utter torture - aka nine week exam days. I'm pretty happy with the grades I got on the two tests I took that day though. Lolz. That night I watched a movie that brought back some really awful memories... The movie was "DISconnected." Not sure if you guys saw it or have ever even heard of it, but it was based upon this suicide case that happened a few years ago. Long story short, this guy, Isaiah, had a vlog and he went from happy to suicidal. He threatened to kill himself and people egged him on to do it, so he did. He was clinically depressed and had bipolar issues and so he ODed on his medication all because of some bullies on the internet. It made me think of all the dark places I was in. I had some suicidal thoughts a few years back and actually attempted it several times. Also I had an eating disorder... Yeah. Very dark times for me, but thank goodness I'm over all of that now. No more cutting, suicidal thoughts, or eating problems (to be honest I eat so much now that you'd never know I was like that, however I still maintain a healthy body figure and weight... xD). 
Anyway.... >.>       <.<
TUESDAY! Yesterday was just terrible. I'm not even going to lie. :P I was sleepy and sad all day because I was in a very irritable mood for some reason... I had to run a mile and a half yesterday as part of an exam I had and it was terrible 'cause I was so freaking tired and so I REALLY didn't feel like doing it. Not to mention I had a bad night. I won't go into all the details, but let's just say whoever said couples didn't fight obviously didn't have a healthy relationship or was seriously doped up. But we talked about it and we're better now. WOOT! :]
Today was a very interesting day... And the title says it all. That is an understatement. So you might remember me talking about a pointless argument I got into with an ex-friend of mine. Yeah, well that guy came up to me today and hugged me. He hugged me and said, "Oh Kitty! I saw you in your car yesterday and when you didn't wave back I realized how mean I've been being to you lately. And I had this bad dream last night that you punched me in the face! (oh believe me, I wanted to. SO. BAD.) So I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry." This was my reply: "Oh, ok. Thanks." What I really wanted to do/say: *shoves away* "Please get off of me and don't ever do that again until I get a LEGITIMATE, MEANINGFUL apology from you. What you said was WAY uncalled for and was very stupid. I appreciate you saying sorry and I forgive you, but I honestly don't want to be friends with you anymore. "Best friends" don't curse each other out and then call them a "Christian hypocrite." Yeah, so bye." I know that's really mean, but he deserved it. If only you knew what he said to me and why... Trust me. You'd understand then. 
So that has been my week so far. Tonight I'm going to church and I'm also going to see my darling soon and that makes me so happy 'cause I have missed him these past few days. So if you guys have any questions or comments you can leave them on the facebook page or here on blogger. Whichever one is better for you. 
~K♥

Don't really have a pic from this week, so enjoy this random one of me totally pimpin' at the bowling alley. xD

Blue + Gold Day & Homecoming Night

Sorry about the lack of blogging yesterday. I was with Matt again. Lolz. 
Yesterday was blue and gold day. I wore a gold dress, blue tights, and a long sleeve white t-shirt under the dress 'cause it was strapless. I enjoyed dressing up but the rest of the day at school was just awful. Really the only good thing that happened was being able to see Matt. He came with me to the pep rally that afternoon, too. It was all right I suppose. I did win a bracelet which was pretty cool because Bekah said that it was normally like thirty dollars in the store and I got it for free. xD The rest of my day was crap though. I was in a bad mood all day, got into an argument (a pointless one at that), had to put up with idiots all freaking day, I was tired all day, and I didn't eat much. So yeah... Oh, and that pointless argument I got into squashed a friendship. And in no way was it my fault. The guy really just went crazy and said something that made no sense what so ever. But until I get an apology from that kid I just really don't know if I can even talk to him again, much less be friends.
Today was pretty good. School was boring, but I got to hang out with my best friend, Meagan, at the game and then chill at her house for a little while after we left. :] I didn't get to see Matt today because he had to work, but I'm pretty sure I'll be spending most of the day tomorrow with him which is awesome. Lolz.
So overall homecoming was pretty great. I really enjoyed it, especially being able to dress up. I can't wait for homecoming my senior year. And I am DETERMINED to get onto the homecoming court next year. I'm setting it as a goal for my senior year!
I'll probably write tomorrow so just look for a post. I'll notify all of you about it on the facebook page.
~K♥

Twin & Camo Day

Ok I didn't get time to write yesterday because I was with Matt. Haha. :]
So yesterday at school was Twin day. Bekah and I dressed up together as twins. We didn't really pick a theme or costume like some people did, but our outfits were cute. We wore purple dresses with black leggings and a black long sleeve shirt. Not quite as creative as some of the other "twins" got but still cute. Lolz. Some people dressed in Halloween costumes, some in matching outfits like Bekah and me, some dressed as specific things/people. It was all pretty interesting to see. 
Today was camo day and that was interesting. Lolz. There were tons of people dressed out today. Some people had on insulated hunting wear, some people painted their faces, some people improvised and took hunting colors and wore those. xD I wore some camo overalls and a long sleeve camo t-shirt. I borrowed some face paint from a friend at school and did two black marks on my cheeks. I felt all bulky, but I was definitely warm this morning. xD
Tomorrow is blue and gold day. I'm so excited. I just KNOW that there will be a lot of people dressed out tomorrow. Our school will be bleeding with blue and gold! Lolz.
~K♥

Tacky Day

Today was the first day of homecoming week at school. TACKY DAY! :D
There were so many people dressed like a freakin' hobo today. xD My friends and I looked all kinds of crazy. My best friend, Bekah, had a combination of nerdy, grunge, and her dad's clothing. Braxton had a diva thing going on, and so did Ashley. Jesse just looked like he crawled out of bed and put a bow in his hair. Lolz.
I went all out. I have pictures, but to describe to you short and sweet - nothing I had on matched. I wore two different shoes and socks, three different earrings, cut-off skinnies, an aero shirt, and a tutu skirt. I looked extremely tacky. xD
I took loads of pictures that are of course at the bottom. Tomorrow is twin day and I'm going dressed twins with Bekah. We're wearing a really cute outfit. Pictures will definitely be taken tomorrow and posted on the blog for tomorrow night. Bekah is also staying the night with me tonight. We're doing our hair and make-up together tomorrow morning and I will have short hair tomorrow because she said she knows a way to pin my hair up so it looks short. Lolz.
Well that's it for tonight. Enjoy the pictures of epic tackiness.
~K♥

OCTOBER!!

It's finally my favorite month of the year!! :D I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE October. It's during my favorite season, it contains the day of my favorite holiday, and I can dress up weird without people looking at me funny. I'm so happy that it's here. 
And since I've mentioned my beloved Halloween (favorite holiday) I'll share with you some very exciting news. I got my costume!! My daddy bought it for me tonight. I'm so happy. I tried all of the stuff on together earlier and it looks so great. I took a bunch of pictures that are at the bottom. AND! Matt said that he would dress up to match me. So it looks like we are gonna be a couple of Mad Hatters this year. ^_^ I've been looking around online for him a mad hatter costume and I've had some luck. I found one that looks absolutely perfect. It has the same color schemes as mine and everything. I'm going to show him what I found and let him pick which one he likes. 
Anyway.... Now to tell you how my day went. Haha. 
Today Matt and I went to the Heritage festival. We had so much fun. This was the first time in three years that I've gotten to go and it was the first time for him in five. We went pretty early and stayed until about one. There were so many booths there. All the stuff was pretty much the same at every one, but I did get some things from a couple booths. Matt and I got some homemade jelly at one of them, some cookies from a booth my best friend Bekah had set up, delicious food and drinks from several different ones, and I got some hair bows from one of them. Also, my aunt Lisa sang on the stage they had there. She did so good. She sang about four songs and they all sounded really nice. :]
After we left there he and I went back to his house until he had to go to work at three. But overall my day with him was really great. ^_^
Tonight my daddy and I went out to eat in Hattiesburg which was a really nice experience because we don't get to do that often. We ate at Outback and it was REALLY good. Lolz. After we left there we went to Spirit Halloween which is, of course, where I got my costume from. 
So that was my day. It was a very good one. Tomorrow I've got church. I'll go with daddy in the morning and Matt in the evening. I've had a really good weekend up to this point. Hoping tomorrow will be good, too.
~K♥