Ok. So if you keep up with me and my father on FB then you've heard about all the drama that has been going on lately... LOT of it, too.
Honestly, it's all been one HUGE misunderstanding... I didn't die. Nor did I run away as he claimed... He and I have been having some issues lately that I won't discuss and I decided to move out and go stay with my mom for a while. THAT was the issue... Nothing more. I'm fine. Everything is going to be fine. I just need some time. And I think that after a few weeks....maybe months... I'll be ready to go back. I realize that he's my daddy and he loves me, and of course I love him too, but I need time.
ANYWAY!! So this week is Thanksgiving break and I can honestly say I have NEEDED this for a long time. I have been VERY stressed at school lately, and getting a week off is going to be great. I've got some plans for this week too. Tomorrow is my one year, four month anniversary with my darling boyfriend, Matt. :] We're planning on spending the day together. Tuesday I'm gonna start my Christmas shopping (any family that may have requests, hit me up asap). Wednesday I'm gonna be baking some sweets for Thanksgiving. And of course Thursday IS Thanksgiving. I am very excited for it. It's one of my favorite holidays just 'cause it's one of the few days out of the year that I don't feel bad for pigging out. xD
So that's really about it for tonight. I'm going to try my best to continue blogging whenever I can even though I'll be with my mom for quite a while. Keep your eyes out for posts and please read. I enjoy seeing the views climb up on the counter and the graph. :] Thanks for everyone's support!
~K♥
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Anger is Pointless
What a day... My day has honestly been pretty bad. School was boring and I almost fell asleep in my math class this morning. And then when I get home and my dad gets off work we wound up getting into a huge argument. I'm really getting tired of his crap...
Allow me to explain. My daddy is the type of person who just over exaggerates EVERYTHING. And he gets angry very easily. It's honestly just downright annoying... I used to have anger issues, but I've calmed them down A LOT. He always says he's trying to do the same, but he doesn't... And everyone in the house has to pay for it when he's mad. I hate it... Today his anger put me in the situation of being stuck at home because I "lied" to him about going to a church function. Not true. There was a MISUNDERSTANDING between us because I was confused about the details. I was supposed to go with him to this function and when I found out it was in Hattiesburg and we probably wouldn't be back until late I backed out. Well he got pissed at me and decided to ground me from leaving the house for the night. So I've been stuck at home. No supper with Matt at work, no church, no anything... Suuuuuuuuuuucked............ I just SEVERELY hope that he gets over this crap and lets me go to Matt's house tomorrow on his day off. ESPECIALLY since he has some kind of meeting in Collins anyway... :P
Buy anyway, let's get away from that and back to actual good things that happened today. Braxton and I are getting better which is great. It broke my little heart when we got into that huge fight and didn't talk to each other for a couple weeks... He may even be coming with me next week to do some Christmas shopping! :D Oh and I almost finished this book I've been reading. It's a really great book. It's called Amandine by Adele Griffin. Super interesting book. If you're into reading you should definitely go check it out.
Well that's about it for today. Hope you enjoyed. Any comments/questions can be left on the facebook page. As for me, I'm very tired so I'm about to go get in the bed. :P
~K♥
Allow me to explain. My daddy is the type of person who just over exaggerates EVERYTHING. And he gets angry very easily. It's honestly just downright annoying... I used to have anger issues, but I've calmed them down A LOT. He always says he's trying to do the same, but he doesn't... And everyone in the house has to pay for it when he's mad. I hate it... Today his anger put me in the situation of being stuck at home because I "lied" to him about going to a church function. Not true. There was a MISUNDERSTANDING between us because I was confused about the details. I was supposed to go with him to this function and when I found out it was in Hattiesburg and we probably wouldn't be back until late I backed out. Well he got pissed at me and decided to ground me from leaving the house for the night. So I've been stuck at home. No supper with Matt at work, no church, no anything... Suuuuuuuuuuucked............ I just SEVERELY hope that he gets over this crap and lets me go to Matt's house tomorrow on his day off. ESPECIALLY since he has some kind of meeting in Collins anyway... :P
Buy anyway, let's get away from that and back to actual good things that happened today. Braxton and I are getting better which is great. It broke my little heart when we got into that huge fight and didn't talk to each other for a couple weeks... He may even be coming with me next week to do some Christmas shopping! :D Oh and I almost finished this book I've been reading. It's a really great book. It's called Amandine by Adele Griffin. Super interesting book. If you're into reading you should definitely go check it out.
Well that's about it for today. Hope you enjoyed. Any comments/questions can be left on the facebook page. As for me, I'm very tired so I'm about to go get in the bed. :P
~K♥
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Catching Up
So today was a good day. :] Minus a dilemma with Matt and him going back to college in the spring, everything was awesome.
My friends are still being normal and talking to me and stuff. Like today, one of my best friends who I'd recently gotten into an argument with actually did something that made me really happy. Since the fight he has been kinda awkward around me and I've always had to say something to him first before he would talk to me, but today when we were walking out of our second period classes he actually walked over and started a conversation with me. :D It made me so very happy that he's finally not feeling so awkward around me anymore. I'm glad things are getting back to normal.
ALSO, I got the chance to hang out with a very close friend of mine, Lakin. We don't really get to hang out much anymore 'cause now she's married and has a kid and lives about thirty mins away from Columbia, but we had a really nice night together. She, her daughter, and I went out to eat, went to Wal-Mart together, and then we came back to my house and just hung out together. She and I caught up on A LOT of stuff. And it really showed me that she and I will never grow apart even if we don't get to hang out that often. She's one of my best friends - has been and always will be. :]
Matt just came over for a little while which was nice. I love the moments we get together, even if they're short. I just love the chance of getting to see him. He's off work Thursday so we'll probably just spend some time together at his house which will be great.
Well, more to come of course. As I said, I'm gonna try to get back into the habit of doing this almost every night.
~K♥
My friends are still being normal and talking to me and stuff. Like today, one of my best friends who I'd recently gotten into an argument with actually did something that made me really happy. Since the fight he has been kinda awkward around me and I've always had to say something to him first before he would talk to me, but today when we were walking out of our second period classes he actually walked over and started a conversation with me. :D It made me so very happy that he's finally not feeling so awkward around me anymore. I'm glad things are getting back to normal.
ALSO, I got the chance to hang out with a very close friend of mine, Lakin. We don't really get to hang out much anymore 'cause now she's married and has a kid and lives about thirty mins away from Columbia, but we had a really nice night together. She, her daughter, and I went out to eat, went to Wal-Mart together, and then we came back to my house and just hung out together. She and I caught up on A LOT of stuff. And it really showed me that she and I will never grow apart even if we don't get to hang out that often. She's one of my best friends - has been and always will be. :]
Matt just came over for a little while which was nice. I love the moments we get together, even if they're short. I just love the chance of getting to see him. He's off work Thursday so we'll probably just spend some time together at his house which will be great.
Well, more to come of course. As I said, I'm gonna try to get back into the habit of doing this almost every night.
~K♥
Monday, November 14, 2011
Ok, Soooooooooooooooo...
I know it has been a long time since I blogged, and I'm not going to give every little detail of what I haven't wrote about 'cause that would be the longest blog EVER...
BUT! I will tell you what I've got going on lately.
First of all, I can't believe this year is almost over. It seems like the years just keep flying by. It's November in 2011 and I'm a seventeen year old junior in high school. I'm about two years from graduating and going on to college. That's just insane to me. :P
Anyway, so the past couple weeks I've been dealing with some social life crisis, but I think they're starting to get better now thank goodness. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my friends. I need them. They're the few people who understand me. xD
I've got two letters in today that I've been waiting for. My high school has a French exchange program with a little high school in Etampes, France. Every year either they come visit our town or we go visit theirs. Well last year they came here and I had the privilege of hosting a student. Her name is Evaine and she and I became great friends while she was here and have remained as such since then. She sent me a letter and present a couple weeks ago and I received it today. I was so very excited to hear from her, and the present she got me was awesome. She knows just what I love. :] The other letter was from another lovely girl I met last year. Her name is Agathe and I'll be staying with her in her home when our school travels to their town in April of next year. It was a page decorated with pics of her with a lovely letter attached. I can't wait to visit France and see the two of them again. And I'm also excited to meet all their friends and family. You will most DEFINITELY hear all about that when I take that trip. And you can bet I'll have tons of pictures to post! ^_^
That's really about it for now, but I promise I'm gonna try to start a habit of blogging again. I've missed it. Haha.
~K♥
BUT! I will tell you what I've got going on lately.
First of all, I can't believe this year is almost over. It seems like the years just keep flying by. It's November in 2011 and I'm a seventeen year old junior in high school. I'm about two years from graduating and going on to college. That's just insane to me. :P
Anyway, so the past couple weeks I've been dealing with some social life crisis, but I think they're starting to get better now thank goodness. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have my friends. I need them. They're the few people who understand me. xD
I've got two letters in today that I've been waiting for. My high school has a French exchange program with a little high school in Etampes, France. Every year either they come visit our town or we go visit theirs. Well last year they came here and I had the privilege of hosting a student. Her name is Evaine and she and I became great friends while she was here and have remained as such since then. She sent me a letter and present a couple weeks ago and I received it today. I was so very excited to hear from her, and the present she got me was awesome. She knows just what I love. :] The other letter was from another lovely girl I met last year. Her name is Agathe and I'll be staying with her in her home when our school travels to their town in April of next year. It was a page decorated with pics of her with a lovely letter attached. I can't wait to visit France and see the two of them again. And I'm also excited to meet all their friends and family. You will most DEFINITELY hear all about that when I take that trip. And you can bet I'll have tons of pictures to post! ^_^
That's really about it for now, but I promise I'm gonna try to start a habit of blogging again. I've missed it. Haha.
~K♥
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